I might be dying.
“I must have been snoring a lot last night,” I said on Tuesday morning. “My throat is really sore.”
Oh no no no. That sore throat actually heralded either the return of my ear/sinus infection (if that’s even possible while you’re on heavy antibiotics) or some new, evil ailment. I’m ailing.
Because I love you all, in between periods of deep sleep I’ve staggered to my desk to blog now and then, answer email and take care of clients. This morning I woke up, came downstairs with a smile, and said, “I’m alive!”
I was mistaken. I have that sort of unreal feeling of being underwater or inside of a helium bubble. A bubble of infection that is probably taking over my brain right now. Infection is eating away at my cerebral cortex and I am not long for this world. I googled my symptoms and the results said simply, “Buy a coffin”.
I tell you this just in case you always wanted to comment on one of my blog posts but haven’t done so, this may be your last chance. Don’t go through life with regrets.
This is not part of my plans, darn it. The Big Guy is going away to lead a retreat this weekend (the same one I went to last fall) and I planned to repaint my bathroom. I also have a fantastic idea for a new short story but haven’t got much energy to write. So I’ll just go back to bed and…
Published by angelawd on March 6th, 2008 tagged Just Sayin'

March 6th, 2008 at 6:43 pm
“I might be dying” sounds like my drama queen daughter!
Seriously, I hope you get feeling better soon. And keep the AWESOME posts coming our way. You ROCK!!!!
March 6th, 2008 at 7:14 pm
[...] angelawd wrote this today. I think it is worth reading. Here is a little snippet:That sore throat actually heralded either the return of my ear/sinus infection (if that’s even possible while you’re on heavy antibiotics) or some new, evil ailment. I’m ailing. Because I love you all, in between periods of deep sleep … [...]
March 6th, 2008 at 8:35 pm
Bah! Cold and Flu season hanging on WAY too long. Hope you feel better SOON.
March 6th, 2008 at 11:42 pm
Thanks Fannie!
Josie, I bear absolutely no resemblance to a drama queen. No way. Never.
March 6th, 2008 at 11:58 pm
The problem with being over 40 is it suddenly occurs to you that you really might die from something. I think I’ll go edit some more photos….
March 7th, 2008 at 3:42 am
In my opinion, This is something irrelevant with the topic. Hence not much need to comment.
March 7th, 2008 at 4:22 am
Hmmm. Pr 18:20 “A man’s belly shall be satisfied with the fruit of his mouth; and with the increase of his lips shall he be filled.” As speaking spirits our words create any condition we desire. Be healed.
March 7th, 2008 at 3:03 pm
Suburban, ouch! I am getting old.
Collectibles, I’m a little confused about your comment, but welcome to my blog, anyway!
Wyatt, thanks for the wishes for my healing!
March 9th, 2008 at 3:38 am
Ma Dear, that was not a wish but a commandment. (You)angelawd be healed!
Any how, You have a fascinating way of making commentary while turning a phrase. Your cold is interesting and intensely painful. But your seeing and writing about your environment is refreshing. aah, you know?
March 9th, 2008 at 5:49 am
Get feeling better Angela!
March 10th, 2008 at 2:15 am
Nooooo! I hope you are feeling better!
March 10th, 2008 at 6:05 am
I sure hope that by now you are well on the road to Mended City! Let us hear from you soon, K!?! xoxo
March 18th, 2008 at 3:40 pm
Suburbancorrespondent,
You made an interesting comment regarding thinking that you might be dying. When you stop and think, we started the dying process the day we were born. It just a matter of when that process will come to completion and what conditions are found present in our bodies at the time.
March 18th, 2008 at 5:00 pm
So true, Greta! But that’s a rather depressing thought.